Say it loud!

I say it loud, that I am proud.
Proud of being me, proud thinking purely free.
I would not live like Slave, I do not want to obey.
My way is question all, I want always have the ball.
Believers call me sinner, their fate is just my dinner.
they say I´m going to hell, for that I say just well.

I say it loud, freethinker and proud.
I don´t obey religious authority,
that´s the reason I am always minority
But hey, what the hell.
I am totally free to tell
Think everything for yourself.
Not just for  your God, who can´t save you at all
It is better to be little odd, and say I am my own god.
that´s why I say it loud. I am Satanist, and I´m proud!


wrote by: Janina

SLAVE!

Slave is the one who always does what´s been told.
Slave always under his masters command is on his own.
Slave never question any rules of his life.
Slave only search liberation from skies.
Slave doesn´t have any will of his own.
Slave only prays by his gods all alone.
Slave still believes heaven all suffer takes away.
But Slave for that reason always miserably stay!

Wrote by: Janina

Satan, the symbol!

Satan, the symbol what does it represent?
Satan, the symbol does it have an existence?

Satan means rebellion and thinking yourself,
not worship of devil or will to go hell.
Satan means study of potential of yourself,
It is not some deity living in hell.

I am the production of my animal
nature.
I don´t search my answers from
some blind fate through.
Satan is the symbol of my animal side.
That´s all what I need for, that´s a Satanic pride!

So what does the Satan, symbol represent?
Just being an human and animal, my friend!


Wrote by: Janina

Oh magic spell!

Oh magic spell, what can you tell.
what is the truth about witches self?

My thoughts are free, and words to flee.
All I want now is happy me.

So magic spell to me you tell.
How me I worship just as well.

Magic is way, spell the tool.
If something outside you worship
you are the fool.

There is no God outside my mind.
so all there is, is me to find.

So magic spell told me the truth.
what´s good for me is the highest good!

-Janina

Shopping at the Bookstore

I had to order a new copy of one of my favorite books Satanic Witch cause my old one is already seen it´s best days after many page through sessions. I ordered my book from store which is one of the best and most reliable book sellers in my living area.

I got normally text message to my cellphone after the book had arrived to store, but when I got to store it got interesting..

I went to cash desk where they sell out ordered books and there was pleasant looking young man as seller and soon as I gave my name he changed from correct to very friendly saying "Oh you mean the LaVey book". He said this with the voice which sounded like he and Doctor had been at least best friends or something. He talked to me like his old friend and I also noted he knew many manners very familiar Lesser Magic techniques. I was very impressed by the behavior of this young man and if I wouldn´t ever have studied these techniques myself I would have bought many more books from this guy. Now I just paid my book and walked out. Seems like somebody else have been studying lesser magic as well..

Epicurean philosophy and Atheism

I could describe my philosophy also with terms Epicurean Atheism so I decided now to write few words about Epicurean philosophy.

So what do I mean by saying I am epicurean?

Epicurean philosophy is often referred to be the form of hedonism, but unlike hedonism it teaches that the way to attain pleasure is to live modestly and to gain knowledge of the workings of the world and the limits of one's own desires. this means epicurean lifestyle is not just hedonism which argues that pleasure is the only intrinsic good In and strives to maximize the pleasure.

Epicurean philosophy teaches that pleasure is the greatest good for human but it is not just habit to fulfill ones pleasures. It is more like studying your own limits and getting knowledge how to avoid suffering. That´s why epicurean philosophers often said that absence of pain is the greatest pleasure.

Epicurean philosophy supports simple life and knowledge which frees one from fear of the death and pain. Epicurean philosophy of course has the aspect of enjoying ones life but with responsible way. Man has to take the responsibility of his own decisions and live with the consequences of his own choices.

As epicurean I think it is important for me to respect the rules of society and live in  a dissident way also respecting other people, animals and nature. I do not feel interest for drinking or using drugs, stealing something belonging to others or stuff like that which very commonly is attached to hedonistic lifestyle.

To me the way to reach my goal is to study the world and to study myself. I control in some level my desires so I can enjoy them more when reaching pleasure and that is how I would describe epicurean philosophy in my life.

Epicurean philosophy historically emphasizes the neutrality of the gods, that they do not interfere with human lives. It states that gods, matter, and souls are all made up of atoms. Souls are made from atoms, and gods possess souls, The Epicureans also used the atomist theories of Democritus and Leucippus to assert that man has free will. They held that all thoughts are merely atoms swerving randomly. This explanation served to satisfy people who wondered anxiously about their role in the universe.

In my life and religion the epicurean philosophy ends to other term which I also use often to describe my religious views Atheism. I start my religious thinking from simple atheism which in my case means I have no God or Master in higher level giving me orders for my life. When I talk about atheism I still do not attach to the idea of atheism cause I will not while lacking evidence say "there is no god" or vice versa. In my thinking atheism goes with atom theory and I would say that it does not matter in my case if there is god or not. I am like I am and I will always be like this, so this issue does not have any influence to my earthly actions.

Atom theory supports the idea that if there is God, that God still have the limited existence cause he has been born from same materialistic aspects than human beings.

I see that Atheism and Epicurean philosophy with materialistic atom theories free me from fear of the death very effectively. I am an individual made of material which is the base of the whole universe. For that reason I am part of the universe in deeper level so why would I bother about it. When I die I vanish to emptiness and become part of the universe. Until that moment, I will continue my epicurean life enjoying with small pieces of happiness in my life like cup of good coffee and philosophical discussions with my friends!

Why do I support gay marriages?

Homosexuality is a sin yelled Christian conservative politician in television show I was watching with my husband in our department. Homosexuality is sin cause the Bible says so she continued saying that is the reason why Christian Church should never approve gay couples or bless them to marriage with Christian ceremony.

I started to think why is this issue so hot potato for people? Isn´t it the one and the same who loves who, if two adult individuals find love between them? Why Church even has the right to say what is wrong and what is right? I mean I did not give my legitimation for them anyway..

I started to study this issue and find out that  worldwide we have some 1500 different animal species who practice homosexual activities. Over 500 species has been even documented. So where is the base for claim about unnatural roots of homosexualism. Could it be that it is not unnatural at all but it has made to be unnatural cause it is sin by tradition which tries to kill our natural instincts and replace it with purely spiritual harmony? I don´t know!

Still after some study and research I started to meditate this question by myself thinking what is my view about this issue? I did not find even one argument for denial of the right to have marriage right for gays and lesbians. Church in the western society today has been expressing these claims only cause their old hocuspocus fairytale Holy Bible says it in the book of Moses. Church has forgotten one important factor in the picture. It is that when the book was written there was only few of us human beings, that is the reason why it was very important to get population increase bigger and vaster. That might have been truth then but it definitely is not today cause mankind is already over populated anyway.

Even if we watch the reason to deny homosexuality thousands a years ago we do not find reasons to claim it to unnatural. Love is love with all these 1500 homo species. That is why I support gay marriage. It is natural choice of adult human beings and being natural is the path I follow more than spiritual dreams of some mystical heaven level.